~drifting off to nowhere~

hmm.. if one ever gets depressed or lonely, what would they usually do?
Some turn to drugs, some turn to alcohol, others, like me, turn to shopping.
Retail Theraphy is quite nice in a sense that you get this thrill whenever you find something new, something unique, something wonderful.
But what happens when you get to buy what you want? The thrill is now gone, right?
Take me, for example, I just bought 4 new books, they are extremely cheap. I got them all for P300, and if I buy them all brand-new, it would probably cost me around P800 for them. See? nearly half the price off. Now that's cheap.
But I wonder, did I use my money wisely when I bought those books? Are they really worth it? I mean, considering the fact that I have TONS of other books that I haven't read yet.. Do you think that there is a chance that I could actually get to read the ones that I've bought?

Just a while ago, I felt like crying. And I did. Not because of shopping or the expenses that I have incurred, but because I felt frustrated. And anyway, I haven't exactly been that nice to someone right now.. And I felt extremely guilty for that. *sigh* this sucks.

Anyway, that was just a thought. I guess I am a shopaholic. I drown my sorrows and joys in shopping. nuff said.

The first step to recovery is admitting that one has a problem. I did, and I'm proud I did. ;)
Next step of recovery from the shopping addiciton. Must limit shopping itself ;)

DLSU won against NU kanina ;) happy. :)
next saturday na ung all star games.. gusto ko sana manood kaso nga lang hindi ko alam kung cno kasama ko :( huhuhu. sana sumama ung mga teentalk peeps sa akin.. if not i'll probably just watch it alone. as usual, loner-loser nanaman ako.. hay... i hate it if i'm like that.. lagi nalang alone. :( its getting lonely narin sometimes, pero that's just the way it is, dba?

i have to do this paper for theopro. pero somehow my brain is not up to the challenge.. masakit utak ko and tinatamad pa ako.. weird! hehehe :) oh well..

shux naman malapit na matapos tong term na to.. i hope na pumasa ako sa thesis.. hayy.. my mom can't afford it if magextend pa ako ng 1 term or even 1 summer. :( hindi nga rin nia alam kung san kukunin ung dough para paaral me for next term.. hayy..

anyway, i have to run.. i'll surf nalang muna for now.. or maybe i'll watch a DVD muna before i eat dinner..

ingatz nalang sa lahat ng nagbabasa ng blog ko.. if meron man :)

pang backup lang:
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this is for hucoint :)

ay astig, august na pala! i managed to keep this blog alive for 8 months :) kaso nga lang sobrang konting posts lang ung meron hehe :D

well, literally every school subject sucks.
i can't wait to get out of univ & work na. thesis sucks na talaga, big time. i hate it. i hate working everyday for a stupid paper or program na malay ko ba kung gagamitin or something. hay. mas ok pa nung ojt eh. i only work for 8 hours and after nun, relax na. no need to study when you get home pa or something. argh. ngayon, school, tapos gawa, tapos pag uwi sa bahay, gawa ulit even if you're watching tv or something narin. hay. wala na talagang relaxation. buti pa si boo this term. finished na xa sa defense kaya medyo parelax-relax nalang.
dami pang babaguhin sa prototype. gosh, 2 weeks to go.
haven't started on the documentation yet. i need to finish this pa naman by today cos im gonna go out tomorrow. syempz pasaway ako. i'm gonna watch the game tomorrow, no BUTS. at least makakarelax.. kita ko pa c TY :) ayan, napasmile na ako. just thinking of ty is enough hehe
tagal mag-tuesday :(
2 terms to go, and matatapos na ung thesis. *hopefully*
bleaaah.. i hate school

malas ngayon :( nacra ung id ko.. as in damaged, so i had to pay P533 pa for a replacement ID :(
now im sooo broke. sayang talaga cos balak ko pa naman bumili ng 2 fash wallet kanina..so un, napunta lng ung dough ko sa ID hayy.. malas malas.
speaking of malas, ung bus na nasakyan ko papunta school kanina, nasiraan.. buti nalang sa vito cruz nasiraan ung bus. so tumawid lng ako for the jeepney.
pero good thing is that wlang class sa monday :) ala lng. more time to rest & time din para gumawa ng thesis. oh well. bakit walang class sa monday? kc SONA daw ni GMA>. aun lng.

stupid inflation rate. ang hirap magkapera ngayon.. hayy.. i have to squeeze every penny of my allowance.. kung pwede lang maglakad everyday papunta school maglalakad talaga ako eh. :(

cge gtg na